So tell me about the the disorder bbd?

i think i may have it. like i am overly obsessed with the way i look. like i know i'm ugly i know i am. but i do feel pretty at times like right when i get done getting ready, but my prettiness fades into just pure ugliness and like i know everyone is way prettier then i am. i don't know what to do my eyes are so boring my teeth aren't straight my hair is fried i have a big nose my calfs are huge so they are disproportionate to the rest of my body since i'm pretty slim. my face is just boring. i'm so insecure like i put my hood up when i go places and put my sleeve over my mouth. i spray tan almost every day. i over straighten my hair. i cake on makeup but even then i don't feel pretty.. blah what's wrong with me?